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Comic Minute Sentimentality

Thursday, May 23rd, 2013

I warned you I was going to get sentimental, didn’t I?

So, four years ago yesterday, I started making video reviews with my very first video. Yesterday I put up the last one. It’s been a very good, very long run. It was 218 videos, according to my tags in total, which I think is plenty impressive to go out on, especially since I didn’t know I was going to make it past one.

I made the first one purely on impulse. I’d read it and I was already procrastinating on working on editing. I was on a Linkara binge at the time and I really didn’t want to keep editing, so I made it in the style of a video I’d made before, except condensing it into something that fit the visual style a bit more. It was fun and I kept going.

Then there’s the comics. I got a chance to talk about everything I picked up over the years, which is great. Letting people know about the weird crap I read is always a lot of fun, especially if it means that more people will check it out along with me. I don’t read books that have a very large fan base  generally speaking, and I’d like to see a lot of these guys do well. The more people who have at least heard about them, the better.

Without the show, I don’t think I would have checked out nearly as many comics as I have. I certainly gave a lot more books a chance since starting it. Rather than just reading books that I knew would be good, I started picking up things that might be good. Some of them definitely were better left behind. And some of them were fantastic. 

I’m happy with what I’ve done with it, though. For the last episode, I opted to use The Last of Us, which was entirely so I could go out promoting the woman who first got me into comics. Demonology 101 was what got me in and I’ve been reading webcomics for a very long time. Well before I was introduced to print comics in University1 , I was obsessing over them. So the last one was a send off that reflected my roots and you should still check out all of Faith Erin Hicks’ work.

I know I’m going to miss this series more than anyone else. It’s been a fun ride. I’ve gotten to meet and talk to all sorts of people, from folks in the reviewer community to folks in the comics industry, because of it. Everyone’s been very supportive and it’s not like I’m going anywhere. I still have two other shows that I’m going to continue with2 so you’re all still stuck with me. The Comic Minutes, though, were my first and most constant. It’s sad to see them go.

Still, it’s time. Life’s taken a turn and I am comfortable with letting them go so that I can pursue other things. If someone else wants to pick up the series and do Comic Minutes themselves, they’re welcome to it. For me, though, I’m going to remember them fondly and keep moving forward. I’ll keep you guys updated and hopefully you guys will stay with me for a little longer even without them.

So long, A Comic Minute. It’s been awesome.

  1. Also before I realized print comics were still a thing []
  2. New episodes of both next week! []

What to do if You’re Dropped by Blip

Wednesday, March 6th, 2013

This is a thing people have been worried about lately. Blip says they’re going to trim the numbers and accounts have, apparently, already started to go. Personally, I’m pretty sure I’m doomed. My numbers are honestly not very good on Blip, they took away my cross promotion to Youtube already.

The thing is, I’ve been ready for Blip to drop me for over a year now. I’m pretty much ready for it. So here’s what I’ve learned in my preparation process.

Why are you doing this?

Presumably you’re reading this post because you’re worried about Blip dropping you and you want to know where to go afterwards. There are a ton of options, but the first thing to consider is why you are doing all of this. Why are you making your videos? Is it because it’s fun? Because you want to be famous? To make money?

Knowing this is going to help you a lot in what’s going to happen next. Everyone is going to come to a different conclusion about their goals and none of those goals are wrong or bad. Some might be unrealistic1 but none of them are necessarily wrong. The less it’s about the money, though, the less finding a new video hosting site is going to hurt. And if it is about money, you might have to be prepared to spend a little to make some and work a little harder.

Free Options – Potential Revenue

I suspect that a lot of people liked Blip because of the payouts. On the bright side, just about all the options I’ve looked at the past year now have potential revenue options.2 None of them are guaranteed in the same way Blip was, but there are options for anyone who want to try their luck. Just try not to be too disappointed if you don’t get in.

Youtube - I think everyone knows about the monetization that comes from the Partner Program, but there’s also the option of straight up monetization without the extra bells and whistles3 as well. I’ll make a case that Youtube is also a great place to build an audience, since it’s a lot easier for new people to stumble onto your videos by accident and subscribe. There is the issue of bots checking the content for copyright infringement, but they are bots. Bots can be tricked. Be creative about it, maybe do a bit more original content on your channel and you’ll be fine.

DailyMotion - There’s a new “MotionMaker” program that allows advertising that, again, you will have to apply for. Daily Motion doesn’t really have that great of a reputation and I have found quite a bit of soft core pornography and straight up copyright infringement on there. I don’t know how easy it is to get a MotionMaker account, though it seems like they are trying to focus on original content now. If anyone uses DailyMotion and has gotten one of these accounts, please tell me how it’s going.

Vimeo - They’ve introduced not an advertising service, but a tip jar and are putting in a pay to view option.4 This means that you would have to be putting out content and relying on your fanbase to support you rather than any sort of advertising. This is something that I know is really not going to work for a lot of you but, given that Vimeo is more of a place for video creators that make original content from scratch or the folks immersed in remix culture than content critics that use clips and media from other content creators, I’m not sure how many people would be heading here anyway.

Paid Option That Could Be Free-ish

I only looked into one, mostly because I was already familiar with the platform and I found out that there is a damn lot of customization that you can do with it and, if you have a little know how, you can do it completely free as well. But let’s break it down.

JWPlayer - This is just, straight up, a video player. You can put it on your site, set it up in the code and BAM! You have a video player. It is free, though there are people who have built extra plugins for it, such as analytics, embed codes and custom player skins, that sometimes ask for money to purchase these add ons. You can also, if you know what you’re doing, build all of these things yourself. You will also have to host the videos yourself on your own server, which you might have to pay for depending on your hosting. More on that in a bit.

Longtail Adsolution – They have an advertising branch. You can use this service for free to put ads on your video or, if you are so inclined, host your own ads. I was getting 1 cent per click, but I think you can also hook your Adsense account into it or, like I said before, run your own ads. If someone wants to sponsor your videos in exchange for running ads on them, you can do that.

Bits on the Run – Remember when I said you needed to host your own videos? For those of you who don’t realize, it costs money to host your videos on your server because you need to make sure there’s enough space for them. It also costs money for the bandwidth required to play said videos. It can get really expensive if you have a lot of videos or a lot of viewers and a hosting package that won’t compensate for that  Given this, there’s Bits on the Run, which is a video hosting service that comes with a lot of great plugins for the video player already installed and a little bit of free space. After that, you can customize your payments for only how much you use and it will probably work out to less than bumping your hosting package up to the next pricing bracket. Plus you won’t have to fiddle with any of the code to make it work.

The Other Ones

Springboard - This one is like Blip, though it was doing the application process first. Word is that it will only accept shows that already have a good audience, but it has a much wider range of ads and works better in more countries. Still, they do have quality control in effect there as well.

Viddler - Did you know you have to pay for Viddler? I only found that one out today. Aside from knowing Nanowrimo uses it, that is about the only thing I know about Viddler.

Something Things to Remember

Blip doesn’t have anything against you. This is not some personal vendetta, this getting dropped thing. It’s strictly business and there are no hard feelings from them. Keeping you just isn’t that good for their business. They have servers to pay for and not as many people advertising on their networks to maintain that many accounts. Too many accounts are resulting in a negative return on their investment567and the best thing they can do at this point is get rid of them to cut down on their cost.

They can also use the smaller number of accounts that they think they can work with to appeal to more advertisers. This is a good thing for Blip and for those who put ads on their videos because it means we might stop getting the same damn ads over and over again.

I’m sure there’s also a few people who will point out that Youtube comments are awful and horrible. You know what? Get over it. You can turn those off. You can moderate them. You’ll get bad comments and good comments everywhere you go. You’ll get genuinely nice people who like your stuff and want to have a discussion and you’ll have people who want nothing more than to harass you off the internet. If you’re a female or a minority, you’ll probably get harassed worse. Get used to it. It’s not right, but you need a thick skin if you’re going to put yourself out there and Youtube comments are as good a way as any to learn to deal with that.

But I Still Want to Make Money

You’re going to have to start being creative, then. If you’ve switched to another video service and it won’t give you the revenue you want, or any revenue at all, then you need to start thinking about making money outside of just putting out your videos. That, however, is completely up to yo to do.

What I suggest is making good content that will get you a following. If you have a following, then try the Vimeo model of putting out a tip jar for people to donate if they like it. Give them an incentive to talk about you. Give them a reason to pass your name, site and content around. Give them content. Give them swag. Give them something to make them want to give you money in return.

If that’s not good enough and you just want to make videos and get revenue back and you can’t do that with anything I’ve listed, I don’t know what to tell you. Get better at making videos so Blip or Springboard will take you? Keep looking? And if you can’t find anything, maybe stop making videos and find something else to do.

Best of luck to us all.

  1. If you’re doing this to become famous, you’re probably shit outta luck, but you could do it to earn a steady income realistically. []
  2. When I was first looking at them, only Youtube had that. How the times change. []
  3. By which I mean some of the options []
  4. In my opinion, a paywall around your content is always a terrible idea. []
  5. By this I mean their bandwidth and hosting costs for the videos aren’t yielding enough ad revenue to pay for said costs. []
  6. At least, I assume this is what they are saying in the meetings. []
  7. This is also theory and speculation, but it’s the explanation I am going with for now. []

Comic Minute Stats

Thursday, January 17th, 2013

So, I’ve hit 200 Comic Minute Comics! In order to celebrate a little more, I have some lovely numbers for you all about what’s happened the past nearly 4 years. Because I feel like it today.1

Top Publishers:

Image Comics – 53 Comics
IDW Publishing – 27 Comics
Dark Horse Comics – 18 Comics
Marvel Comics – 18 Comics
Vertigo Comics – 12 Comics
DC Comics – 12 Comics

Most Popular

Writer: Robert Kirkman
Artist: Sean Phillips, Sean Murphy and Dustin Nguyen
Genre: Supernatural

This has all been great and I’m grateful for the people who have been following me, whenever they started to do so. It’s been fun and having people along for the ride makes it all that much better. For the most part, people have been supportive and made this fun to do and I do hope for another 200 in the future, provided that people continue to make things that I want to pick up every week.

Also, surprised, excited and mildly terrified at the number of writers, artists and editors that have found me over the years and have had kind words or have even sent me things to look at on my little show.2 I don’t know if any of you read these things I post regularly, but thank you nonetheless.

Also the comic shops who find my videos and show them to customers. Seriously, how do you guys all keep finding me?

  1. Also because I feel like having some sort of milestone/anniversary thing, but don’t know what I’d shoot and really don’t have much time to make it. []
  2. Yes, that is a thing that has actually happened. More than once. I can’t believe it either. []

Poll Closed! Novel Get!

Thursday, October 25th, 2012

Thank you everyone! The poll is now closed and I have a book that I get to obsess over for a month. It should be fun and there will be daily excerpts posted once again this year for those of you who want to see the first draft craziness.

For those who aren’t aware, the winning story was Seniors, which I now have to give an actual antagonist and purpose to. Wish me luck! Or a theme. This is going to be interesting. This week is going to be full of posting up plans, so look forward to it.

Nanowrimo Poll 2012!

Tuesday, September 18th, 2012

So. No Comic Minute today. It’s been that kind of week. Instead, I am starting to focus on things that I’m actually looking forward to instead of dwelling in the present. Getting tickets for MAGFest and, of course, Nanowrimo.

And those who have been here for a little while know what that means! I’ve narrowed down my list of books I want to write for Nanowrimo this year down to these and I need someone else to pick for me. Someone like everyone on the internet. All the options are below and poll is on the side! As usual, you can choose up to three options and all voting is closed on October 25th.

The Sword Prince
Prince Sigfried, after an unfortunate encounter with a basilisk, had been cursed to be a sword at the bottom of a lake. When he was removed from the lake by his descendants, he becomes a boy again just in time for the throne to be attacked. He finds himself caught in the middle and his old curse slowly starting to take hold once more.

Arcleo
Mirabella knows she is a princess. She knows because she doesn’t want to be an innkeeper’s daughter. When a group of people come through the inn looking for the real princess of a conquered kingdom, Mirabella sneaks out to join them on their quest to fulfill the prophesy to retake the kingdom. The journey isn’t quite what she had hoped, full of danger and uncertainty, and she is not the only potential princess they’ve picked up in their travels.

Sky of Butterflies
Deciding to try their luck on their own, Mateo and Serafina venture out of their orphanage and into the wide world outside, only to be swept up in a revolution. The robots have caught their world up in a tyrannical rule while the rich remain safe behind gilded gates. The kids, however, soon learn that the resistance is not all that it seems to be… and neither are they.

Seniors
It started as a normal enough night, until Max was kidnapped from his room right after hearing gunshots downstairs. His parents dead, he follows the silent goth kids who have kidnapped him to a group of others that have similar stories and are all trying to figure out what it is these mysterious people want from them. The only ones who seem to know anything are the mute goth kids, but they are reluctant to share.

The Jabberwocky’s Book
After getting the book from Wonderland and sending the Cheshire Cat back into the now broken world, she turns her attention to problems at school. There is a creature she released on campus that she needs to try and capture once more, tracking it by the shrill screams of its victims. The screams terrify her to the core, but she must find a way to press on. After all, it’s her fault this thing is terrorizing the campus in the first place.

Simya Academy
The purpose of the Academy is to train bright young minds. Train them to take over. Dawn is amongst them, but something of their spell over her is breaking and she’s starting to see some of the cracks in the system. What’s more, she is starting to figure out the inner workings of the Academy and what they have done to the students to make them fit more neatly into their mould, as well as the potential that they had hidden away from her all these years.

The Alan Scott Thing

Friday, June 1st, 2012

So. Alan Scott.

Let’s go through my whole journey towards this.


It started by hearing that they were going to make a gay DC character. Okay, that’s nice. Why does this need to be an announcement? I guess it’s a bit of a hot button issue these da… wait, Marvel is having a gay wedding, aren’t they? Oh god, this is just a reaction to that. This is going to suuuuuck.

It’s going to be an existing DC character. A major one. Wait, how are they going to swing that? It’s not really a reboot so much as a half-boot. Large portions of their existing characters are still there. Superman has Lois already. Batman is too Catholic in my eyes to ever come out of the closet if he is gay. Barry Allen is the Flash now, I think, and he ends up with grandchildren. I guess he could come out later in life. Wonder Woman? No, they are heavily implying that it is going to be a male character.

And then there’s the lesser characters that are well known, but not really part of the major main cast. There’s the cartoon famous people. Question is a possibility. Probably not Green Arrow, what with Black Canary. Was there anyone else? Nah, they said it was a main one, so I should know the character already.

Someone in the Bat Family is going to be the gay character! Oh, well that could be interesting. I know a little about that. Cassandra I don’t think exists any longer, plus she’s female. Nightwing could very easily be bisexual, but he’s had too many female relationships for that to be a comfortable fit for me. Damien’s just too young for the writers to start playing with his sexuality too much yet. Jason? Fuck Jason.

Tim? Tim could work. He was always a pretty terrible boyfriend. Neglectful of Steph and that other girl he dated. His bromance with Connor seemed to be a lot deeper than his female relationships, so within the context of the half boot it could totally work. And he’s Robin, so that even counts as a major character. Tim Drake specifically has even shown up in the old Batman cartoons and that Batman Beyond movie that was awesome. Okay, so it’s probably going to be Tim.

Alan Scott is the new gay person in DC. Okay. Who? He’s a Lantern? Kyle Reiner, John Stewart, Hal Jordan. Is he one of the aliens? Earth has ANOTHER Lantern? But I thought this was going to be a major character I actually knew! Who the hell is this guy?

Wait, what do you mean by “Earth-2″? Isn’t it just Earth-1 and nothing else? You mean there’s a multiverse again and you couldn’t even have him in the main universe? What, Batwoman’s already a lesbian, you can’t have the main universe have a whole two gay characters? What’s so terrible about this guy? Who the hell is he anyway?

WHAT DO YOU MEAN THE GAY MAN’S WEAKNESS IS WOOD?!


And that is how I reacted to the whole Alan Scott thing. As you can tell, I wasn’t operating with all the information, but I got pulled into the whole thing anyway. It was not a terribly rewarding experience on my part. I still have no interest in picking up the book, but it’s nice to know they have no problems with changing things around with characters I’ve never heard of so long as it gets them some publicity.

Overall, it’s great that they’re trying, but they could stand to try a little harder on this front. Like, they could put it in the main universe and treat it like it’s just another Wednesday? Just a thought.

I Saw The Avengers

Sunday, May 6th, 2012

And I loved it! It was fun and everything I could have wanted in an Avengers movie!

And, contrary to most of my things, I probably won’t be talking too many spoilers in this part. Mostly because the spoilers aren’t what made the movie so much fun.

First, though, me and the Avengers. I have seen two of the movies that kind of lead into this: iron Man 1 and Captain America. My comic familiarity isn’t all that great either. I know them mostly from their cameos in crossover events and when they’ve shown up in 90s television series. So I went into this movie thinking I was going to miss all sorts of things and not be prepared for anything.

Surprisingly, it caught me up pretty quickly, made references to things that happened in another movie and did it all in the context of having the characters interact with one another, which had the added bonus of letting me know who these people were and how they interacted with one another. Despite knowing next to nothing going in, I never felt lost and I loved seeing the characters get along and disagree.

That was what made the movie for me. I loved seeing the characters talking and interacting with each other. They disagreed, they got over it when they needed to and they were funny! Watching them interact with one another was the best part of the movie.

Well, best part of the overall movie. There were awesome and hilarious scenes as well. Like with Loki and Hulk. Or Thor and Hulk. Or Hulk in general.

That was the other thing. Hulk was my favourite character in the movie, followed by Hawkeye. I don’t like either of these characters normally, but I loved them in this movie and I think it was the characterization. I laughed and left the theater wanting to write an archer into one of my stories.

Also to note is that I didn’t notice  the women fighting in heels. That was refreshing. And even Black Widow, the token fanservice, was covered pretty well. The zipper was a little lower on her costume, sure, but it wasn’t as gratuitous as I was expecting and it was kind of nice to see.

Overall, though, I loved the movie. It was the most fun I’ve had with a movie in a long time. As good as Hunger games was, Avengers was so much more fun and probably going to be my favourite movie for the year.

In short, I enjoyed it.

Projects for April

Wednesday, March 7th, 2012

So, since you all apparently thought this was a good idea, I’ve come up with the list of projects I could dedicate my April towards. We’ll take the Nanowrimo stance on this and close voting on the Saturday the 24th, one week before the end of the month. And so, on to the projects!

If you want to know more about any of these, I’ll make a vlog explaining anything further. Just tell me what you need more information on.

Visual Novel Engine – Build a PHP based visual novel engine. As much as can be done in a month with no images, anyway.

Twilight Plot – Plot out the first five years of story and possibly write the first six issues.

Atlantis Project Plot – Plot out the entire run and possibly write the first 6 issues.

Looking Glass Saga Plot – Plot out the 14 books of the series and write up character sheets for all of the major players and the ones with a key part in any of the secondary story lines.

Plots – Write the plots for: Arcleo, Seniors, Sky of Butterflies, Sword Prince, Sibyl, Heritage, Shift, White Mice

The Worst Idea Ever Today

Sunday, March 4th, 2012

So, I have just come up with an idea that will turn out to be the worst idea I’ve ever had over the course of the hour and a half since I woke up.

I have been trying to motivate myself to work on projects, to get things done and to generally get focused. This is not working so well because I have too many damn projects and I keep kind of wanting to work on this on or that one and just can’t decide what to do, so I end up making cookies. Admittedly, not a bad alternative, but not really what I want.

The idea is generally simple. I’ll pick a few projects I’ve been juggling between, explain what the task that needs to be accomplished with them is, and put up a poll for the month. At the end of the month, the winner is the thing I work on for the next month.

And, of course, there should be some way to make sure I’m actually doing things, so that will be worked out as well. It’s kind of how I’ve done Nanowrimo, so maybe it will work for everything. Though I don’t think I’ll keep writing a novel every month. That would just be flat out exhausting. At least, I hope people won’t vote for the novel every month. Although, a novel a month for the rest of the year would mean a lot of things in rough draft and workable form…

Anyone think this is a half decent idea?

My Comic Experience

Tuesday, February 21st, 2012

There has been a damn lot of talk lately about females and comics, from the sexualized costumes, to one woman’s experiences to a lot more articles on sexualization. I don’t know if I’m just finding these this week or if it’s actually just been a crazy week for it. Either way, it’s made me want to talk about my own experiences as a female comic geek type person.

Image by the lovely Joanna Sabatino

Now, I wasn’t always a comic geek, or even a geek at all. I got one Rogue comic back when I was in high school once, and read the Sunday Funnies and Archies, but that was it until University.

A friend of mine asked if I read comics and, when I said no, suggested a couple comics and hooked me up with the CBRs for two that he was reading: Runaways and Y The Last Man. They were really good, so I wanted to find more.

At the start, I didn’t go to a comic shop and downloaded the books instead. It wasn’t because I feared the comic shops and what they were supposed to be like, but because the one comic shop I knew of wasn’t very convenient to get to. I torrentes a lot of random titles and, to be honest, barely saw anything from Marvel or DC.

Side note here: I downloaded from torrents and usually downloaded packs. These were whole, complete stories. They don’t tend to do that very often for Marvel or DC, and even if they did, that would have been MONTHS I would have spent reading them. That wasn’t about to happen.

I got hooked and wanted to start actually purchasing comics and read them on paper, since the screen hurt my eyes after a while to read off of.

My local comic shop was a little hole in the wall. It was packed tight with stuff and there was barely any room to move in it. A lot of the back issues could be seen, but not accessed because they were burried under a ton of other things. Finding things was challenging to say the least and I liked trying to find things myself, which was fine because help only seemed to be offered if you asked regardless of who you were.

The shop was run by a guy who usually sat outside, not reading comics but chatting with anyone who passed by. Inside, the employees all had their different ways of dealing with people. The employees were also unique (Apparently) in that they were all female.

Comics were, however, a little expensive. I started trying to get them on my own, but I wasn’t working at the time, so I decided to apply to work at my local comic shop instead. And I got in, which was awesome because I used the hell out of that discount.

Now, working in a comic shop is different from being a comic fan. You don’t have to get involved in the fan community if you like reading comics. You have the option to just read comics and not give a damn about the other people who read the same thing as you do. Also, I was reading things like Strange Girl and had no idea if there even was a fan community around that.

Working in a comic store, you realize exactly how many guys read comics. It sounds stupid, I know. I didn’t even clue into it for a long time, given to I already went to a male-dominated school and was getting used to being one of the few or the only female in the room to the point where I didn’t even notice it anymore. After a while, though, I realized that there were just a damn lot of guys buying comics.

Not that this affected anything for me. It was just kind of weird given that I knew of only a few other comic readers at the time: my one friend and the girls at the comic shop.

I did brush up quite a bit on my comic knowledge when I started. My image of a comic book store staffer was someone who knew the comics and the stock, so I started reading everything that came through and very quickly found my preferences.

I didn’t really enjoy the Marvel and DC stuff because I felt like I wasn’t supposed to be reading it. At the time I couldn’t put my finger on it, but I just felt like they didn’t want me reading those books.

I think a lot of it came from the fact that I felt like these characters were still the same ones that I’d grown up with in the cartoons, without having changed or grown at all as characters from their experiences. When I looked things up about them and all the things that had happened, as well as how many times some of them had come back from the dead, I just about quit the big two right there.

DC wasn’t helping matters with the way they handled crossovers. Pick up two issues of a book I don’t normally pick up to get the next part of the story? Are you KIDDING me?

And the costumes. I have a thing against impractical costumes. I can accept spandex only because, in my mind, that spandex is tough like armour. However, domino masks are a stupid idea because they don’t cover your face, female costumes often leave vital organs exposed and YOU NEED YOUR LEGS SO COVER THEM DAMMIT. And this was on characters that weren’t invincible, so I couldn’t understand why they were wearing them. I considered it a small complaint, but it just annoyed me like crazy. I’d rather they stay in street clothes than costume because they were usually more battle ready in jeans than what they were actually wearing.

There was always more to it, but I didn’t know what it was at the time. The stories were fine, but something about the books just felt like I shouldn’t be reading them. So I took the logic I had about why I disliked the books and stuck to the fringe titles and the indies, where the books could be cancelled at any moment, so anything could happen and there was a greater chance that events would hold long term affects and there was the possibility of characters changing and growing. And that the dead would stay dead for good.

I did a lot of back reading for these conclusions. It’s a damn good thing I did because then I got to deal with the actual comic fans and shop patrons. Most of them were fine. they were regulars and already knew there were girls working here. They laughed and joked around and got used to me pretty quickly.

The folks that came from other shops, though, or ones that were just getting into comics were a little annoying. Some were fine. A lot thought I was only interested in manga, as all girls are, or so I’ve been told. Most assumed that I didn’t work there, even when I was helping them find things and making recommendations. Me stepping behind the counter was a shock to some of them and it was kind of funny.

Others quizzed me. I had read enough back issues to know the origins of all four (At the time) Robins, some Spiderman and X-Men tidbits and other scattered trivia that was enough to get me through the quizzing, though it annoyed me to no end. It wasn’t even the fact that I had to prove my comic knowledge before anyone would take me seriously, and more that they kept asking about the big two comics. I didn’t even enjoy the big two stuff! Ask me something about vertigo! IDW! Image! I was actually reading stuff from those!

Overall, though, I made sure I knew more than the customers when they first showed up and it got me through fine. I stopped reading the big two all together beyond the major crossovers quickly enough, since those crossovers were more than enough to let me know what was going on. The ones I remember are *deep breath* 52, Secret Invasion, Civil War, Countdown (Though didn’t get too far in that one), World War Hulk, Something with the New gods, Messiah Complex, and I think three other ones. By the end of it, I didn’t care about any Marvel or DC outside of the titles that, surprise surprise, are now all cancelled.

I know how to pick ‘em.

At one point, me and the other girls at the shop decided to hit every other comic shop in the lower mainland. That experience was fine, but the comic shop employees in most of the places didn’t even look at us twice, so we were free to do whatever we wanted. We had our lists of things we wanted and we went to it, occasionally asking if they had things on our lists, but that was about it.

Actually, I might have been the only one with a list.

End of that part of the story, though, is that visiting the other comic shops wasn’t a terrible experience and we had a lot of fun. I was with other girl geeks and we didn’t really need to interact with the employees, so them not paying any attention to us went completely unnoticed until I look back on it. I don’t even care if there’s a reason for it, honestly. I got my comics and the employees can assume I was getting them for my non-existent boyfriend for all I care.

I quit working at the comic shop in favour of working in web development. I continued to get comics weekly, though, for a very long time and even became the unofficial fangirl in residence for Zeros2Heroes, helping out on Comic Creation Nation and a few other projects before moving on with other things.

And then, a couple years ago I found video reviews and decided to try to give them a shot. I’ve been making Comic Minutes and Spoileriffic! reviews ever since, (Damn I need to fix those sections) talking about the comics I enjoy. Well, usually enjoy. This experience has generally been positive. I get the random comment or message about how I’m a dumb bitch or how beautiful I am, which leaves me wondering what they think of the review or the comic.

The comments on the Assassin’s Creed video on Youtube make me happy I have a very small fanbase, though.

And that pretty much brings me to today. I haven’t had too much trouble being a comic geek girl, but my experience was a little special. I didn’t have to deal with anything until after I was grown up enough to know people were stupid and could handle it. My current comic shop is run by two women and I’ve always had comic shops with girls in them. I read the books I like and drop the ones that don’t interest me and stay away from the fandoms so I can do this. Seriously, have you ever gotten into something and stuck with it because you like the community? Because I have. You never leave, no matter how much you hate it and you just keep hating on everything about it until finally you quit it and leave the fandom and you feel so much better when you do, even if there’s a bit of a hole where that community used to be.

And that’s my story. Who’s sharing next?

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